Sun Signs Compatibility

Earlier, our team had a discussion about this topic. Syemps napa-search ako sa net.

And this is what i found out:

Aries goes well with Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini and Aquarius.

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Hmm, any recommendations for me? nyahaha ;p

uncertainty

my dad on money matters:

"ndi sa walang pera, wlang cash flow..."

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me on 21, the movie I watched tonight with Ms. J, Ms. Trish, Seyda and Carrel:

"i didn't think i'd like it, but i did."

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me on an impromptu, nerve wracking, moment of a lifetime interview earlier this evening:

" i don't think they liked me :c"

me wanting to ask them, and quoting Ben Campbell (Jim Sturgess) from 21:

"did i dazzle you? did i jump out of the page?"

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don't know what' s going to happen to me. haay.

Love of a Lifetime

this song is from the soundtrack of dalja's spring, a korean series im currently watching. nice 80's song.

naalala ko lang during the drive home from the bataan trip with my lunchmates, nagtatawanan kami about our difference in the definition of "senti" songs. hehe. kasi ung senti songs for me yung tipong 70's to 80's songs tapos sa kanila ung definition of senti songs is ung mga r and b songs na. ;p


Love of a Lifetime

I guess the time
Was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives
Together day by day

We'll make a wish
And send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true
With love that we can share

With you I never wonder
Will you be there for me
With you I never wonder
You're the right one for me

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime

With every kiss
Our love is like brand new
And every star up in the sky
Was made for me and you

Still we both know
That the road is long
But we know that we will be together
Because our love is strong

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime

Ooh, I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime

I finally found the love of a lifetime (love of a lifetime)
I finally found the love of a lifetime (I finally found the love)
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Ooh, forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime

coolness

• Nenok sa friendster profile ng orgmate ko nung college. galing!
  

  The Invitation
  
  It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
  
  It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.
  
  It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it.
  
  I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.
  
  It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithlessand therefore trustworthy.
  
  I want to know if you can see beauty even when it's not pretty, every day,and if you can source your own life from its presence.
  
  I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!”
  
  It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
  
  It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
  
  It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.
  
  I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
  
  by
  Oriah Mountain Dreamer

not supposed to care

tama diba??

diba?

haay.

aja

quote for the day

Emptiness is a symptom that you are not living creatively. You either have no goal that is important enough to you, or you are not using your talents and efforts in a striving toward an important goal

-- Maxwell Maltz

mid week suprise

saw the one i wasn't expecting to see today. funny kasi todo drama na ako sa mga cubemates ko for the past few days..

syemps text naman ako kagad sa mga tao sa sobrang gulat ko.

cruel carrel: haha! buti naman, at least sumaya puso mo kahit pagabi na wahaha! ang baduy!

ang baduy nga haha.

pero masaya pa rin.

wee.

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sumabay ako pauwi with allan, ung officemate ko na ka-village ko. ang sarap ng naka-kotse pauwi. sana everyday may free ride hehe


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watched "the nanny diaries" today while waiting for allan to finish his work. it really amazes me when i think about the innocence and unconditional love of a child.

nanny: just remember grove, that money can't buy love
grover: but mommy pays you money and i love you..

ang bittersweet.

room without a view

1) no eye candy for me

2) buraot mode: wishing things were different..

starstruck

showbiz mode ;p

ka-pugi ng batang nire..

endeavors

have gotten used to busy saturdays so after i finished my supplemental educ classes, i now have a new 'endeavor' - piano lessons :) wee

have been to 3 lessons so far. ok naman. as usual slow learner hehe. but its very fulfilling when i complete exercise pieces. hehe.

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they said that when you list things down, there's a better chance of them coming true...

im feeling silly and 'highschoolish' so im writing down the traits of my dream boy ;p

feel free to refer me to anyone who has these traits ha? nyahaha..


physical

tall
medium to dark complexion
eyeglasses
gel free aka scruffy medium length hair
mabango
lean OR teddy bear type built


character

sweet and caring
mabait
mature and understanding
quiet and brooding type
in control (cia ang magdadala)
high EQ (to bear with my emotional baggage and demands ;p)
maginoo pero mejo bastos ;p


others

matalino, preferably ECE, CoE or EE grad
mayaman
magaling sa isang musical instrument - preferably guitar
may sports - preferably tennis
mahilig sa photography


and cha sings somewhere out there...

;p

friday night inuman

one of the reasons why i love working in smart- the friendships forged with people whom i regularly interface with (dahil sa dugo na dumanak sa CLM ;p)


from left to right, top to bottom- franz, dianne, cha, elvin, jucyn

ELVIN lasing! nyahaha

quote for the day

the more you know, the less you need to show...
-anonymous

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bothered by not so brilliant people :c

plan to be surprised

1) make my best with the situation i have

2) practice self-control

aja!

ES 1

take 1 - 5.0 (olats)

take 2 - 3.0 (pasang-awa)

FRONT VIEW (with colors pa ;p)**

**edited version (051508)

ndi mapakali

not my normal practice to blog during work hours pero di ako mapakali!

i have til friday to make a major decision in my life.

grabe, wisdom to know the difference tlga :c

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what's making me happy right now?

see illustration below. go figure.



kaya ako bumagsak engineering drawing eh. haha.

halo-halo

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stolen from ms j's blog. :)

galing galing.

Waiting is a mystery - a natural sacrament of life - there is a meaning hidden in all the times we have to wait. It must be an important mystery because there is so much waiting in our lives. Everyday is filled with those little moments of waiting (testing our patience and our nerves, schooling us in self-control.)

We wait for meals to be served, for a letter to arrive, for a friend to call or show up for a date. We wait in line at cinemas and theaters. Our airline terminals, railway stations and bus depots are great temples of waiting filled with men and women who wait in joy for the arrival of a loved one - or wait in sadness to say goodbye. And we wait for ourselves to grow from childhood to maturity. We wait for those inner voices that tell us when we are ready for the next stop. We wait for graduation, for our first job, our first promotion. We wait for success and recognition. We wait to grow up - to reach the stage where we make our own decisions.

We cannot remove this waiting from our lives. It is a part of the tapestry of living - the fabric in which the threads are woven to tell the story of our lives.Yet current philosophies would have us forget the need to wait - Instant pleasure, instant transcendence. Do not wait for anything. Life is short - eat, drink and be merry because tomorrow you will die.

And so they rationalize us into accepting unlicensed and irresponsible freedom- they warn against attachments and commitments - against expecting anything of anybody, or allowing them to expect anything of us - against dropping any anchors in the currents of our life that will cause us to hold and wait. This may be the correct prescription for pleasure - but even that is fleeting and doubtful.

If we wish to be real human beings, spirit as well as flesh, soul as well as heart, we have to learn to wait. For if we never learn to wait, we will never learn to love someone other than ourselves. But most of all, waiting means waiting for someone else. It is a mystery, brushing by our face everyday like a stray leaf falling from a tree.

Anyone who has loved knows how much waiting goes into it - how much waiting is important for love to grow, to flourish through a lifetime.

Why is this? Why can’t we have it right now, what we so desperately want and need? Why must we wait - two years, three years - and seemingly waste so much time? You might as well ask why a tree should take so long to bear fruits - the seed to flower - carbon to change to diamond.

There is no simple answer - no more than there is to life’s other demands - having to say goodbye to someone you love because either you or they have made other commitments or because they have to grow and find the meaning of their own lives - you having to leave home and loved ones to find your own path. Good-byes, like waiting, are also sacraments of our lives.

All we know is that growth - the budding, the flowering of love needs patient waiting. We have to give each other a time to grow. There is no way we can make someone else truly love us or we them, except through time. So we give each other that mysterious gift of waiting - of being present without asking demands and rewards. There is nothing harder to do than this. It truly tests the depth and sincerity of our love. But there is life in the gift we give.

So lovers wait for each other - until they can see things the same way - or let each other freely see things in quite different ways. There are times when lovers hurt each other and cannot regain the balance of intimacy of the way they were. They have to wait - in silence - but still present to each other - until the pain subsides to an ache and then only a memory and the threads of the tapestry can be woven together again in a single love story.

What do we lose when we refuse to wait, when we try to find shortcuts through life - when we try to incubate love and rush blindly and foolishly into a commitment we are neither mature nor responsible enough to assume? We lose the hope of truly loving or of being loved. Think of all the great love stories of history and literature - isn’t it of their very essence that they are filled with this strange but common mystery - that waiting is part of the substance - the basic fabric against which the story of that true love is written.

How can we ever find either life or true love if we are too impatient to wait for it? Waiting is a good thing only if something is worth waiting for.

How will you know if it’s worth it? Gut feel. What if you don’t trust your gut? Pray. You will be enlightened. Trust me.

Is it wrong to expect while waiting? It’s not wrong, but it will increase your chances of heartbreak and disappointment if things don’t work out in the end.

Is it good to expect while waiting? It is better to HOPE.

What’s the difference between hoping and expecting? HOPING means you’re open to either side of the coin landing though you’re more inclined to believe that things will turn out well. EXPECTING means you’re thinking single-track, which won’t do you much good at all.

What’s the difference between waiting and expecting? EXPECTING is waiting for something TO DEFINITELY HAPPEN. WAITING is staying where you are, but not necessarily expecting something to happen definitely.

Do you need assurance from someone you’re waiting for while you’re waiting? Ideally, yes. But realistically, do you really want assurance from this person? It’s so easy to just point at something and make that the reason why you’re waiting (”Because she said…” “Because he told me that…”).

With WAITING, all you really can rely on are 3 things: your gut feel, your heart and your mind. Just YOURSELF, not anyone else.

So should you wait? What does your gut say? How does your heart feel? What does your mind think? If they’re saying different things, keep asking yourself these 3 questions (and pray!) until you get a solid answer. THEN you’ll know if he or she is worth waiting for.

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dinner at manila pen with aunt mely. parang second mom ko na din to kasi kapag walang mag-aalaga samin ni aaron, siya ang kasama namin :)starstruck effect din kami kasi andun nag dinner ung whole showbiz guttierez clan. hehehe

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going through a roller coaster ride of emotions just waiting for an opening. the anticipation is killing me. and today i found out na tentative pa pala ang lahat. whaat?! patience, patience...

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its really hard to be in the middle of things. you want to patch things up between 2 parties but you don't know how. hoping that things will go back to how it used to be and knowing that actually they're never going to be the same...

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and of course,

bagay tlga sau jacket mo ;p hehehe

early saturday morning

bangag bangag pa ako when i opened the door for aling zeny, ung laundry woman namin. pagtingin ko sa garage, may mercedes benz! sa sobrang gulat ko nanlaki mata ko - na pati c aling zeny napansin and natawa sakin. hahaha.

turns out umalis pala si mommy with her friends and nag-trade muna ng cars for the day. so wala akong pwedeng gamitin. gusto ko man gamitin ung benz baka pag nabangga ko un, mabaon na ako sa utang for the rest of my life. haha.

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LSS ko today.

Rest in Pieces - Saliva

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
You look so beautiful tonight
Reminds me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
(let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
(let me rest in pieces)
Pieces

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hands

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
(let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
(let me rest in pieces)


Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
and let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
to make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
(and let me rest in peices)
would you find it in your heart
and let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
would you let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
would you let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
would you let me rest in pieces

take 3

nakakainis ka! ayaw mo ko kausapin! hmph

pero cge bagay pa din sau sweater mo. nyahaha.

BA

The term Business Analyst (BA) is used to describe a person who practices the discipline of business analysis. A business analyst or "BA" is responsible for analyzing the business needs of their clients and stakeholders to help identify business problems and propose solutions. Within the systems development life cycle domain, the business analyst typically performs a liaison function between the business side of an enterprise and the providers of services to the enterprise. Common alternative titles are business systems analyst, systems analyst, and functional analyst, although some organizations may differentiate between these titles and corresponding responsibilities.

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AXA Philippines was forged out of the partnership between two financial giants: the Global AXA Group, the world's largest insurer, and the Metrobank Group, the country's largest financial conglomerate. The company ranks 2nd in the life insurance industry, posting PhP 9.06 billion in gross premium income and Php 536 million statutory profit in 2006.

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Lord,
Grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can
And wisdom to know the difference...

:)

went home early so i was able to go home via the ayala route today.

i just realized how i missed the moments of solitude walking along ayala and people watching. ang sarap promise :) nakakarefresh. sana maaga na lang ako lagi nakakauwi ;p

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bagay tlga sau jacket mo. at ung sweater mo din. lahat bagaay! so tall, dark and pugi. nyahaha.

take 2

for you :)

aimisu

one hello

watched when love begins today. super simple ng story as in. pero ok lng naman to watch if you have nothing better to do hehe.

super love the theme song of the movie though. sobrang nakaka-lss! hehe

One Hello

If you're not afraid
Of what love brings
Then endings are beginnings
Of beautiful things
Its a chance you'll take
It's a chance you'll win
If someone's gonna find you
First you gotta let them in

Coz love begins with one hello
The hardest part is over
Now its easy letting go
One hello is how it starts
You might win it all or lose your heart

If you're not afraid
Of what you feel
Then try and keep it simple
Or try and keep it real
And if being real means
you'll some day will say goodbye
Remember my friend
Goodbyes not the end
Its a circle you know
And it starts with one hello

Love begins with one hello
The hardest part is over
Now it's easy letting go
One hello is how it starts
Remember my friend
Goodbyes not the end
Its a circle you know
And it starts with one hello
It starts with one hello