12/31/08

looking forward to 2009

happy new year!

i'll leave this year and welcome 2009 with a quote that has become my mantra over the past year...

"the grand essentials of happiness are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for. "

my literal interpretation?

something to do - work, tennis, baking, cooking
something to love - family and friends
something to hope for - my prince charming :p

hahaha. so choose happiness!

aja for 2009! :)

12/25/08

still christmas =)

its 11:58 on my computer's clock and i'm typing like crazy cause i wanna post this blog before dec 25 officially ends! hehe

super busy holidays! hanggang 24 may pasok! hehe.

pero happy holidays pa din naman.

so to all people reading this post
mwah mwah =)

12/7/08

current song in my head

Such Great Heights

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
True, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
That frankly will not fly. you will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home

12/6/08

christmas is just around the corner

random thoughts:

1) still haven't had the chance to walk along ayala at night para mag muni-muni and mag observe ng lights and christmas displays...

2) economic crisis! wala akong pera pero andami ko gusto bilin (what's new?)

3) excited for the hk shenzen macau trip

4) mejo naprpressure sa dami ng pinapahabol na PR's and deliveries before the year ends..

5) milestone! natanggap ko na ang first christmas gift ko from a vendor - company umbrella! haha

6) mejo nagsisisi sa splurge na ginawa ko - 3 crocs na same style in 3 diff colors!

7) thinking of what i want for christmas. honestly wala tlga ako maisip. i mean aside from the impossibly expensive things i listed in my previous blog. pag tinatanong ako ng friends ko, wala ako masabi na gusto ko. kasi ang gusto ko intangible (haay drama again)

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one harmless wednesday morning (or so i thought), pinatawag ako ni sir john

here's what i remember and i think yung jist naman ng nangyari:

sir john: nalulungkot ka na ba? nabuburn out ka na ba?

cha (super surprised): no sir! mukha ba akong nalulungkot?

sir john: kasi na-lalate ka na. and then he also says something about wag ko daw pasanin ang mundo blah blah

and here i am napaparanoid na. mukha nga ba akong malungkot? well yes admittedly, pero not because of work, more of dahil sa mga intangible things na gusto ko.

or hindi na siya satisfied sa work ko?

or dahil ba dun sa paglabas ng LET results and paghirit ko saknya na im going to be a teacher someday blah blah?

i really dont know. basta nakakaparanoid.

siguro nga i need a break.

:c