8/31/08

sagad to the bones laughter

iba tlga pag kasama mo mga kaibigan mo, everything feels so right! tlgang you can be yourself with them!

miss ko na tlga tong mga to!


(ang bagal ksi kumuha ng pic ni limyu! nangangawit na kami sa pag-smile!)

that's life

went all around metro manila for various reasons yesterday

1) the birthday party of sir geeky's unica ija in sm tayuman
2) the birthday party of ms. beth's daughter in shangri-la
3) the wake of dian's dad in novaliches
4) college friends semi get together in trinoma

makes me think about the different facets of life - hellos, goodbyes and all those in between...

lesson learned: live your life to the fullest. choose happiness.

aja!

8/27/08

^______^

me and some of my procurement groupmates - julius, ms saza, april, michelle and brian

8/25/08

wise words

well actually, so many people have been giving me this advice already pero this one just stuck..

"Basta patience lang. And just wait for things to happen. P-pursuade ka nyan if hes really into you."- chad gumba (aka love expert? nyahaha)

o diba? kung hindi, eh di its not meant. he's just not that into you.

ganun ka-simple.

aja!

8/24/08

shucks

nakaw sa multiply ni mika...

"It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep to themselves for good reason. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that's dear to you? Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to."

Henry Rollins

10 signs to know if cha is crushing on you

1) if i add you sa friendster with testi pa! haha
2) if i feed you or give you things
3) if i notice your clothes
4) if i notice your hair
5) if i notice your perfume
6) if im really quiet when im with you
7) if i ask you about your horoscope
8) if i ask you about your birthday/age
9) if we talk about personality profiles
10) if i tease you or pair you up with other people

haay...
just so you know

8/23/08

adorable

imagine mo ginagaya ni taller ito

tunaw na'ko hehe

anniv

it's been one month since my transfer to AMMD! time flies so fast!

when people ask me how I am, i just answer "happy". kasi totoo naman. no need to expound. i just want to dwell on the feeling hehe.

im still learning the ropes at work but i know in due time i'll get what i'm doing hehe
as for my teammates/groupmates, i think we're starting to open up. salamat sa inuman haha
and of course as for taller, friends na kami - friends lng that is. owel. i should be thankful for what i have...

sometimes i still get hit by bouts of cpg sickness. nakaka-miss din. iba pa din ang first 'love'. naks

pero i heart ammd na tlga. now and forever na ata to. =p

8/20/08

friends

friends na kami! wee. well basta after nung friday night inuman may nagbago.

happy happy.

pero sad din. kasi ramdam ko this is gonna be our stage for life.

huhuhu

8/16/08

the good and the bad

milestones:

1) 1st site visit - field trip! =p
2) inuman with ammd teammates - galeng! kahit anlakas ng ulan, tuloy pa din ang ligaya. at masarap sila kasama, no pretensions, no complications. hehe

not so good firsts:

1) failed processing lead time for a PO - naguguilty ako lalo kasi ndi nagalit sup ko. affected pa naman ang eval ng team namin because of that. and to think na ang simple nung binigay niya na requirement!

2) difficult nego - hindi ko mapababa yung price ng requirements for one project! as in pigang piga na ung vendor pero sabi ni sir push pa daw to check if kaya pa babaan. at failed na ang po processing time ko ulet. waah. aja!

*******

pero all in all, happy pa din. i guess dreams do come true in smart. isang dream/wish na lang, "i could not ask for more" mode na ako. haha

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drama ng onti...

talagang tadhana ko na ata to be "just a friend"
huhuhu

8/10/08

work in progress

dahil hindi ako makatulog,

lista nlng ako ng senti songs na gusto ko. hang over sa kasentihan pagkatapos ng a very special love...


1) gotta believe in magic (barry manilow)
2) it might be you (stephen bishop)
3) simply jessie (rex smith)
4) is it ok if i call you mine (paul mc craine)
5) don't know what to do

hmm wala na ako maisip =p

8/9/08

always a friend

taller: madami nga ako crush sa cpg eh. kaya ako sumasama kay richard kapag may meeting siya dun...

cha: ah oo madami talaga maganda dun, hayaan mo papakilala kita hehe

huhuhu

a very special love


watched a very special love last night. in fairness, maganda cia =) promise hehe

and contrary to popular opinion, hindi "kailan" by smokey mountain ang LSS ko from the movie, but "Ngiti" by Ronnie Liang.

hehe. actually ring back tone to ng isang ka-interface ko sa office na lagi kong tinatawagan before and matagal ko naman na cia napansin na maganda hehe.

Ngiti

Minamasdan kita
Nang hindi mo alam
Pinapangarap kong ikaw ay akin
Mapupulang labi
At matinkad mong ngiti
Umaabot hanggang sa langit

Huwag ka lang titinginsa akin
At baka matunaw ang puso kong sabik

[Chorus]
Sa iyong ngiti ako'y nahuhumaling
At sa tuwing ikaw ay gagalaw
Ang mundo ko'y tumitigil
Para lang sayo
Ang awit ng aking puso
Sana'y mapansin mo rin
Ang lihim kong pagtingin

Minamahal kita ng di mo alam
Huwag ka sanang magagalit
Tinamaan yata talaga ang aking puso
Na dati akala ko'y manhid

Hindi pa rin makalapit
Inuunahan ng kaba sa aking dibdib

[Chorus]
Sa iyong ngiti ako'y nahuhumaling
At sa tuwing ikaw ay lalapit
Ang mundo ko'y tumitigil
Ang pangalan mo sinisigaw ng puso
Sana'y madama mo rin
Ang lihim kong pagtingin

Sa iyong ngiti ako'y nahuhumaling
(Sa iyong ngiti)
Sa tuwing ikaw ay gagalaw
Ang mundo ko'y tumitigil
Para lang sa'yo...
(Para lang sa'yo ang awit ng aking puso)
Sana ay mapansin mo rin...
Ang lihim kong pagtingin
Sa iyong ngiti...


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ang fave line ko:

miggy (john lloyd): "i'm a work in progress"

ako din, i feel as if im a work in progress. nasan na kaya ung magtitiyaga sa isang work in progress na tulad ko? nyahaha.

its obviously not taller, kasi ramdam na ramdam ko, super friendship stage kami. over the past week nag bonding na kami kasi sabay kami late umuwi. at in fairness, makwento cia.

owel at least friendship stage.

its just not meant.

8/7/08

veneration


Saint Jude, Hope of the Hopeless, Pray for me...

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galing ng email forward na to:

A son asked his father, 'Dad, will you take part in a marathon with me?' The father who, despite having a heart condition, says 'Yes'. They went on to complete the marathon together. Father and son went on to join other marathons, the father always saying 'Yes' to his son's request of going through the race together. One day, the son asked his father, 'Dad, let's join the Ironman together.'

To which, his father said 'Yes.'

For those who didn't know, Ironman is the toughest triathlon ever. The race encompasses three endurance events of a 2.4 mile (3.86 kilometer) ocean swim, followed by a 112 mile (180.2 kilometer) bike ride, and ending with a 26.2 mile (42.195 kilometer) marathon along the coast of the Big Island .

Father and son went on to complete the race together. See video here


8/5/08

start of week 3

time flies so fast, today marks the second day of my 3rd week in AMMD. the next thing i know, 1 month na since i transferred. grabe!

here's my friendster horoscope today:

Let go of the details today -- you have to face the fact that not every single one of them is going to line up nicely and neatly for you. But the good news is, your overall plan will work out quite well. It won't be perfect, but what is? You have to let go of that ideal -- it will only stress you out and make you miss out on the chance to feel proud of yourself. You'll get a lot more accomplished if you just accept things the way they are and start working with what you have.

tinamaan ako of some sort. haha

the work is starting to pour in. i don't know if im still in the "honeymoon" stage sa work kaya ndi pa ako na-sstress or if i really like what im doing. i hope its the latter hehe. and today i had an experience that gave me concrete evidence na hindi nga ako papabayaan ng sup ko kahit feeling ko NR cia. Just as i was about to give up talking to this vendor, he swooped in and saved me. woohoo! galing! he knows when to let me swim on my own but at the same time is there when im starting to drown. naks!

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of course hindi matatapos ang blog ko ng walang kakikayan updates... =p

nakasabay ko sa elevator na naman si tall and dark. dyahe dyahe. parang gusto ko na magshrink on the spot =(

and i have a milestone with taller!
kanina nung may kausap ako na isang teammate niya, naki-small talk din siya. basta. ganun hehe. so he acknowledged me of some sort hehe.

at may nalaman akong trivia, kala ng parents niya girl cia so he was supposed to be named anna patricia. haha. cute

at nung pauwi na ako, nag bye cia sakin! with ingat pa!

mwahahaha.

my week is complete.

8/4/08

stalker

naisip ko palitan ko na kaya blog name ko at palitan ko sa stalker ni taller blog..

or something like that

pasiyensiya na po. tlagang adik lng sknaya. super peak of crushie-ness.

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buong umaga wala si taller at nalulungkot mode na ko ng biglang dumating cia ng around 230. wee! hehe

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cha: (nagmamadali umuwi at nabangga ng super lakas ang cube nia) ouch! sorry!

taller: o relax! bye

cha: bye (tunaw na on the spot)

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napanuod ko ung vid ng xmas party nila last year. and like cpg, pinapasayaw din nila ang mga new hire. and so nakita ko magsayaw si taller. in fairness hotness. and matino naman ang sayaw. at napansin ko lng bagay sknya ang striped collared shirts (naalala ko naman tuloy si tall and dark na hotness pag naka-jacket or sweater) at mas gwapo cia nun, mas may laman cia, mas makinis, at ang hair - perfect! mala old patrick garcia hair with no gel look. haay. tunaw ulet.

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non taller topic naman. nahihirapan ako basahin ang sup ko and teammate ko. ndi ko alam kung dahil lalaki ba sila. basta minsan hot, minsan cold. minsan feeling mo nakuha mo na kiliti, tapos ndi pa pala. basta ganun. ang hirap basahin. ayun. pero oks lng. aja! hehe

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sobrang tamad mag gym for the past few weeks. na-realize ko lng may pagka-ningas kugon ako when it comes to these types of things. haay

8/3/08

reminiscing

binabasa ko blog ni cruc tapos naisip ko lang tong old blog post ko. hehe

tipping point

haay. =(

dyahe

nag short ym exchange kami kanina ni tall and dark..

na-realize ko lng din, namimiss ko na ang mokong na un! haha

pero dyahe talaga.

tuwing naiisip ko mga nangyari nung despedida ko gusto ko ndi nlng magpakita saknya forever =(

haay

8/2/08

milestones atbp

kausap ko family ko over lunch kanina and kinukwento ko sa kanila ang buhay purchasing...

masaya talaga =) over the last week, may 2 major milestones na ako

1) first nego

ang sarap pala mag negotiate with vendors. tapos pag in the end alam mo na napababa mo presyo... wow! ansarap. hehehe. basta ung first nego ko ang expected price 32K USD, tapos in the end, nabili cia ng 24K USD. ang galing diba?!

2) first PO

well, mejo mababaw lng haha. nagka-SAP access na kasi ako last week so pwede na ako mag PO. and ayun, nag PO na nga ako hehe. ansaya din. though nakaka-OC hehe. parang baka may mapindpot akong mali. reminds me of my first few weeks of using toad. parang nakakatakot na baka may magalaw ako sa db. hahaha.

tapos ang galing lng. may leverage pa din pag ikaw ung buyer. kasi nga customer ka, so people are trying to please you. mwehehe. (nakakalaki ng ulo! hahaha)

cool cool cool =)

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nakatawa kasi sa dept ko ngaun, palakasan ng sounds. as in hindi uso ang earphones haha. at dahil jan super nakaka-LSS! hehe.

LSS for this week:

Everything

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

sagot

minsan, ung dahilan kung bakit napapamahal/napapalapit ka sa tao, un din ung dahilan kung pano mo sila sobrang nasasaktan ng hindi mo nalalaman

nakakainis

*ding

and the elevator opens. pumasok si taller

me: (todo smile) hi =)

taller: hello

me: lunch ka na din?

taller: yup

me: sino lunchmates mo?

taller: si *toot*

blah blah blah. and we establish that we're both eating alone that day...

taller: san ka kakain?

me: sa 12.

*ding. and the elevator opens. ground floor na. time is up!

me (deep inside): bilis na, alukin mo ako mag lunch! sasama ako!!!

...


...

silence.

...

me: bye (with smile pa).

taller: bye.





huhuhu =(