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nahirapan ako sa LET.

haay.. sayang sayang. magbabago pa naman ang curriculum so panibagong aral na naman if kelngan i-retake...

haay. nakakapagd at nakakadepress tlga.

ang hirap nung math. pwede ba ako mag whine and say na i never wanted to be a math teacher in the first place?! product of circumstance lng kay engineering ang undergrad ko at math tuloy ang naging specialization ko.

hayy tlga.

matagal pa results pa nito. so mejo matagal ko pa ciang burden. haay.

sabi ng friends ko isipin ko na lng na i gave my best. haay pa din.

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senti

masaya kung masaya...

pero nakakamiss pa din ang perslab/pershome ehehe

i heart clm pa din =(

cha through the years

nakakaaliw =)

http://www.yearbookyourself.com/

major cramming

LET na sa Sundaaaaaay!

at hindi pa ako nagrereview..

tinatamad ako anu ba yan!!

stronger atbp

i think i can say i'm stronger now. or trying to be stronger at least.

i still look forward sa yosi and ice cream break, sa dinner, sa late night OT..

pero cguro im starting to accept na im just a friend kaya i can smile from time to time when i think about these things..

pero grabe pa din lst week, nung kinuwento mo na gusto mo na makahanap ng girl na isang tingin lang mawawala na pagod mo, na after work, sunduin mo lng cia and pag nag smile cia wala na lahat.

alam mo, ako din gusto ko din ng ganun. na after a super tiring day at work, sunduin lng ako ng isang tao mawawala na lahat ng pagod ko...

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haay mushy mushy...

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as per checking of campsmart, nalipat na reporting tree ko! i am officially under AMMD na! at nag submit ako ng DTR, lumabas na name ng new sup ko. wow.

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may malaking kasalanan ako... patay patay, sana ndi naman masyado malaki ung repercussion. honest mistake lng tlga!

yosi and ice cream

i lost control last night. nakakahiya sobra. was with some of my ammd groupmates and nalasing ako. buti nlng grace swooped in and saved me. (thanks grace! i heart you). at buti nlng mejo understanding ang mga kainuman ko.

sobrang first time mangyari sakin ganun. ndi ko din tlga ma-explain bakit. alam ko ok pa ako eh. pero the next thing i knew, nahihilo na ako. at nalulungkot. waah.

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yosi and ice cream. supper addictive tlga. as in hindi mo mapipigil ang sarili kahit you know its bad for you. pero together?

panget

masakit

nakakaka-lose ng control...

can't sleep

mostly cause of you. haay

note to self: guard your heart!

kakaiba na to kninang umaga napanaginipan ko cia na pinakilala niya ako sa cousin niya...haay. hanggang panaginip ba naman!?

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sa august reports generated 19M daw ang na-purchase ko. whoaah. hehe

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ndi na naman ako effective mag nego, walang naniniwala sa bluff ko nyahaha.

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aja!

rant

because i'm very tired
and i just got home
and its that time of the month

waah! kelan matutupad ang greatest wish ko? i want someone who will get worried when im still in the office late at night, someone who'll be thinking of my safety as i brave the stormy commute home...

yes the ever elusive companionship. un nlng.. un nlng

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and ikaw na umuwi at iniwan ako mag isa sa office - kainis ka!!

i keep on wishing na sana nag offer ka na samahan ako til i finish work...

but no..

i guess la tlga. nagppakailusyonada kasi ako eh.

reminder to self: if tlgang gusto ka ng isang tao, pupursue k niya.

ganun ganun!!

aargh.

my horoscope for today

You're entering a vibrant time in your life, which means it's a great time to begin exploring a new hobby, interest or career opportunity. Your brain is open wide to new ideas and new ways of doing things, and it's ready to put in the practice or research required for you to excel. Stepping out of your comfort zone is usually a bit scary for you, but today it will feel downright invigorating to go where you've never been, see something you've never seen, and taste something you've never tasted.

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my cubemate/bakodmate/teammate

presenting...



master yoda and buraot bryan!

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bryan: the master and the apprentice yan

cha: rolls eyes, hinimatay sa hangin

stuff

some things that stuck with me today:

1) in the end, its all up to you, the only one who will be truly be there for you is yourself. love should begin from within.

2) standards are just standards. more often than not they're not met. and you end up with something deviating from what you expected but just feels right

3) a little bit of intrigue breeds attraction =p familiarity and proximity too.


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and as for you who's causing me to think of all these things, hindi kita maintindihan! pero ok lng. rollercoaster ride of emotions pero cge, go go go. aja!

tis the season

dumating sa bahay at naabutan si aaron na todo butingting mode na naman for his project in school.
todo demo naman ng flickering ng lights ng ginawa niya hehe

tapos naisip ko aba! september na hehe

meri krismas! =p