not enough

its one of those days when nothing happened as planned...

what i thought would be a perfect day turned out to be the opposite..

- an oversight on my part during testing which led to delays
- wrong decisions which had a negative effect on another person
- unanswered questions left for me to think about over the weekend

and basically other stuff that makes me feel that what i am/what i am doing is just not enough...

i wish i had more control over things.

but i dont.

bah.